Monday, October 03, 2005
Yesterday was Jia's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris park. I went to pick her up at her workplace after my tuition. Then accompanied her to do menicure. After which, get ready everything, blah blah blah .. Then Alton came to pick us up. He's freaking rich la, Mercedes Konpressor.
Luckily, God heard us from here. The rain stopped. The BBQ was fun despite of the smoke kept on coming towards me, resulted in having pain in my eyes. Left the pit at around 11pm. Jerad sent me to my place nearby as I had to meet up with Maman and Ruz.
Sat under a block. Chatted. Blah blah blah ... then here came the serious talking. About that bloody letter (i feel like tearing it away!). Out of a sudden, tears just rolled down. Mentioning about that will be the last time we're gonna meet up doesn't feel good at all. Though we know one another for only 2 weeks, but just because of someone's comments and all, we gonna stop here? No way am i gonna let this happen. I believe if there's a will, there's a way we can make things right. Maybe we wouldn't meet up as often anymore, cos i'll be having a really tight schedule by tomm. But still, we're friends. Don't let that letter bother you so much, maman. It doesn't make me feel good at all, you should know. And don't ever feel guilty about this happening to me. It wasn't because of any of you that made her write that letter.
I don't say too much. You'al should know what I mean by now, so much of explanation.
I'll slot in time in between my tight schedule to meet up with you'al. No worries!
Hasrat by Phyne Ballerz
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Terbayang dalam firasat
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